It really hurts that Lydia voted against me because I took her so far. As much as I warned Lydia about the times she was in trouble, she couldn't tell me I was in trouble so that's going to be hard for me to forgive her for that. It hurts when you see good people go bad but that's how the game plays. You know honestly it's a huge thing. I don't think I ever want to lie no matter what it comes down to.