I put so much work to get here and the first Tribal I attended, I was voted out. I'm embarrassed. I don't know if I even have a game to be proud of. Don't get me wrong, it was all there, but frankly it was just kind of like alliances that I made up in my head that didn't actually exist. It sounds pathetic, but it hurts on a deep level.

Being the first one voted off is devastating. I'm embarrassed. I was so prepared and maybe that worked to my disadvantage, because I genuinely think I'm a threat, but I hope that their decision greatly haunts them. It's Ghost Island and it has just begun.